Tug of War

When Yama calls,
Everything human has to fail.
I stole some time from my time.
I have to get out now on borrowed bail.
When you do one thing
But your heart and soul lies elsewhere,
It's proper to be both proper or not,
And choose one over the other.
But what if it's a tug of war?
Heart and soul on opposite sides of the coin.
Times hold you back,
But time itself must go on.