Peace out

The best I can give You
Is to take myself away,
However hard it is for You and me,
However illogical a decision it may seem.

The decision, although obvious to me,
Is so difficult to keep.
To suffer, to go away from You,
To stop wanting to coming back too.

You don't really help, You know
With eyes as beseeching as those.
Your words, always pragmatic, always right
Always showing me the better light.

You urge me to follow greatness
You appreciate my thinking beyond my years
All those words You spoke to dispel my fears
Now ring false to my ears.

Giving in is so easy then
To sit quietly in a group and observe You be,
To return whenever it is just too much,
To find excuses, reasons and as such.

But the best I can do for You or for me
Is to take myself away with a hope
That I will be strong enough to resist and bury
Whatever it is between You and me.